I fell again.
Today was a normal usual monday. I went to all my classes, finished the work i needed to do and read a few pages of We Were Liars. the clock strikes 9.10pm. with no expectations and thoughts about falling for you all over again, I clicked the Youtube notification that popped up on my screen and ready to release all the tense from a week ago by watching Going Seventeen like normally I would do on every Monday night. The video started and i saw you. . . . Writing this with a desperation of wanting someone to know that i did not choose to fall for you every single day, deeper and deeper all over again. but this feeling i have for you-- which i would call a privilege of mine -- is something i treasure of everyday. I did not wake up everyday and think "today, i need to fall in love with him again", no . I woke up like everyone else too, thinking about classes, breakfast, assignments and all other responsibilities i have. but this feeling... this feeling for you... its diffe