uju-estrella

One day, when I am ready, I will talk about you. I will tell them about you. About how you influenced me in so many ways. About how you makes me happy over everything you do.  Now, there is so much thing to talk about. I need to sort things out first. I need to be specific as to what to talk about first and then.  Now, there's just so much thing to talk about you.  So many... I love you so much.  I never want to lose you... Even though I will... Eventually.... I will lose you....

I have always live with a phrase that goes, "Live without regrets" . . But I too, sometimes found myself stuck in the past. Crying like an immature little girl over the past that I cannot undo. Back then, I only have one dream. I went around telling people that I'll be fine if I have to be thrown anywhere, I can adapt easily in any situation given. But deep inside, only god knows, I actually have only one dream. And that is to be a doctor.  I have always wanted to be a doctor. Mom said I wanted to be a doctor since I was 5 years old. Come to think of it, it is true. There was never a year I forgotten that dream. Every year, I will atleast once told myself that I wanted to be a doctor. I have to be a doctor.  I love nursing people. I love helping people. I love being important even to strangers. I love being busy. I dont like sleeping. I love biology. I love science. My handwriting is a mess too. It's always amazing to see the doctors working, dia...