you left.

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 It scares me. About letting you go. I dont know what scares me the most-- the fact that i wont be able to find anyone like you anymore or i wont be able to fall in love again. 


You left me when you promised not to. You said you want me. You missed me, you loved me. But you left. 


I knew i was never enough for you. So i gave you my best. I gave you what i had never given to anyone else. I gave you my full trust and my full faith. i gave you my best and i gave you the one and only thing i have-- love. 


I knew i will always have lesser things to give than her. You keep on comparing me and her. You keep on mentioning about her. But when i told you to just leave and go back to her, you said you wont. You dont want to let me go. You said she hurt you enough for not trusting you. You said i made you happy when you were having hard times because of her. You said no matter what happened, you wont go back to her again. You said i’m the one. You said you’re doing your best for me.


But still. You still leave. 


You left me for her. 

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