Confessed.

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"I actually wanted to tell you something, earlier hahah"
"really? why didnt you tell me,, i wasnt rushing at all but the weather was very hot just now so I just sort of looked in hurry HAHAHA"
"aah.. It's okay, it was really hot anyway..
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I just wanted to say thank you for the books and the notes, so far they're very helpful"
"I see,, no worries. sorry if the book was a bit of a mess"
"Noooo it's okay and sorry for troubling you just now.."
"Nahh,, it was nothing"
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"and.... I dont know,, but I just thought maybe, just maybe, you should know but I actually like you..."
"wow really but why?"
"honestlyyyyy hahaha i dont knowww,, you're cute, you're unique, you're handsome, you're cute, you're different in some ways,, have I mentioned you're cute? 
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you're nice i guess?"
"ehh hahahah you havent know me yet. Lots of people said I looked nice but actually,,, hahaha"
"It's okay, no one is perfect. everyone has their own flaws"
"trueee,, but there's still a lot that you didnt know about me"
"I'm only telling you this, just so you know, I really dont have any hopes or anything"
"hahah alright alright"


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I finally did it. I've confessed. I'm happy and I dont regret anything.
 

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