you were mine.

It was a beautiful one.

As far as I could remember, the dream started as we both were talking about exchanging books at a very fancy dining table somewhere.

The scene changed to when you were looking else where and I was scrolling your FB page and found a very old picture of you that made me go, "oh you were there too!"

I wanted to talk about that to you but I didnt want to sound too creepy because that picture was taken 4 years ago, so I stopped at "hey about the picture...." and then you went "what?"  "oh never mind forget it, haha!"

And then I leant on your shoulder and you let me stayed.

After what seemed like a few moments of being in your warmth, we were busy talking with some other people, but we were very connected to each other. You sat oppposite me, next to your friend, but we were talking and our eyes just keep on meeting each other. I was very happy.

That whole scene was what I have always had in my mind. I want you to let me blend in with your friends. Make me your friends' friend.

For a moment, I knew you were mine and I was yours.

The scene changed again to when we were somewhere, I guess that was a "family" trip but you were with me and my family. My parents were there.


 


We went skiing and some other adventure activities but it was blurry and I cant remember the rest.

But, you were there with me and we enjoyed everything together.

You werent in every scene but in that dream, the whole time I was very certain that you were mine  and I was yours. 

And the second I woke up, reality hit me that that was all just a dream.

...

Something inside me was aching and I could feel it dying.

All I wanna do was lay in bed and reminisce the very few moments I had knowing that atleast, in my dream,

our heat exhanged, our eyes met  and our feelings were surreal.

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