Budak Asrama

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السلام عليكم ... *ketuk pintu bilik*

   Allahuakbar, esok dah hari ahad bersamaan dengan, esok hari balik asrama... *sigh* ya Allah. Nasib baik mak dengan ayah yang nak syura duduk asrama tau. kalau tak, jangan harap la syura nak duduk asrama... T.T 

   Hostel are not that bad but, I just don't like it. That's all. Tak de sebab pun. tak masuk akal kan? tak suka asrama dan tak de sebab. pfftt... okay la okay la, I'll be honest eh. korang bayangkan, duduk rumah korang boleh tidur bila-bila masa, duduk asrama tak boleh. waktu malam je boleh tidur. duduk rumah baju masuk machine, duduk asrama cuci sendiri (independant). duduk rumah boleh dengar lagu, duduk asrama memang tak lahh...

   But hey, I know yang mak dengan ayah banyak experience duduk asrama yang membuatkan diorang jadi macam sekarang which is, diorang berjaya and mampu bagi my whole family living in a very tempat yang selesa. Alhamdulillah.. sebab tu jugak la, mak dengan ayah nak syura duduk asrama... so, atas dasar syura ini seorang anak. I just follow what they want, yang mampu buat diorang happy even syura a little bit sengsara... tapi I believe, kalau sekarang syura buat mak dengan ayah happy, insyaAllah nanti-nanti Allah bagi syura 2 or 3 kali ganda bahagia daripada apa yang syura inginkan... :)

   The moral of the story is, we have to follow what our parents want. We can't see the advantage now, BUT! Allah will show it in the future...

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